ok, so it is lent and, even though I'm not a catholic or even a christian, I have decided to give up something for the next 40 days. What is it you ask? I dunno relaly how to describe it, but I suppose one could say I'm giving up my walls, or perhaps, the key to a prison I've locked myself into; tossed in through the bars to see if anyone will pick it up and let me out.

this is not for one moment to say I'm an friendless, the level I have locked myself in from is romance, intimacy, and the sort of vulnerability that honestly makes me cringe.

/xaw der/

In other news, ~Jetdeagon and I hung out and did a little impromptu photoshoot. I'll be uploading those probably later today or tomorow.

I'm hoping to do more modeling, I've found I quite enjoy it, especially for photography. I'm looking forward to doing some for ~VindictiveKitty and ~sierrathebear.


40 days, I'll give myself, and then I'll give up on this particular brand of love.